Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Hi..srry for not posting so long..got caught up in stuff.
Btw, thnx for all the ppl who tagged me! So nice to see my tagbox fat and full....XD
Today I'm not going to have a hmwk summary, but fill you in on the stuff I remember.
Firstly, I got selected for Act 3. V. ironic, since I didn't get into Drama Club. Anyway Act 3 is a larger scale play done by 10 schs I think. Looking forward to it. :) It's once a week, which suits me quite nicely, since I have programmes on other days.
I didn't have time to do up my other blog...do watch out for it like nxt year as promised...srry but I really don't have time now.
Secondly, I feel that I've changed. A lot. Last time, I was very capable of showing my emotions, eg. when I am angry or sad or just plain moody. Now, I don't get angry that easily, even when I do I don't really show it unless I am so frustrated nobody helps me. Now, I get more mood swings than usual....and sometimes I just feel so awfully lonely even though there are people talking to me on all sides. It scares me. I don't want to be like before I met Viv, Sarah and Swetha. I want to confide in somebody, but Viv is in another school, Sarah and Swetha are in different classes. I want to find somebody whom I can confide to, whom even when I shout they will always support me and resolve the problem with me. But....
Sorry to bother you guys with such childish rantings. This is me at my moodiest. Do erase this from your memories. I can't be that childish anymore, even if I want to. I've grown up, shedding away this child-like me that was with me last year. Even if I want to, I could not, and would not, return to the old me.
Rayne.
posted at 9:01 PM... bye...
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